Monday, May 24, 2010

free? or trapped forever

Shadow tried to save us. sorry but i'm not able to deal with the survival and writing its just too hard.
I don't know what I'm supposed to do.
They shot shadow and threw him in a cell right next to us and i can hear him moaning in agony every night.
I try to console him with my voice and reading him all of the things that I've written about him. I show him the pictures daily. I show him what I want him to do but he says that without his strength there's nothing he can do.
Oh what am i supposed to tell him when hope dissapears into the abyss of despair daily.
I'm running out of opemistic encouragments to give him.
Ugh I wish that we weren't in this situation! X(
I just want to make him feel as if he was worth something again!
He acts as if he's worth nothing and that he has no purpose.
sometimes i feel as if he just doesn't want to live anymore.

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